I want to be in all senses of the words, All. Things. Mama.
As far back as I can remember I've wanted to be a mom, not just any mom, but the mom that stays home with her kids full time. The mom who loves even when she is not loved back, who can't breathe without thinking of her kids first. The mom who loves teaching, playing, cooking, baking, laughing, and kissing owies. The mom who is ALL THINGS MAMA. My husband and I scrimp so that dream can be fulfilled. Being a mom is not part time for me. It is something that has captured my heart. All of the going ons of my life start with thoughts of my kids. My kids consume my love and my life and I allow it because, with God's help they are the essence of what makes me a mother. This is me...

kids: the reason for moms

kids: the reason for moms

Monday, February 20, 2012


Have you ever read the book of James in the Bible in one sitting? I read it the other morning not thinking I would be convicted. I was actually looking to be uplifted and encouraged, which I was, but not in the way I thought it was going to happen.
I decided on James because I was thinking the verse that says "ask and you shall receive" was in James. I was wrong. But God had another message in mind for me that morning.
You see, I've been struggling to see what God is doing in our lives right now. We've been trying to get renters while paying 2 mortgages for the past 3 months and it is getting very nerve racking. And, although I know God provides and does not let us down, it is really hard to keep that in focus.
This is what God reminded me to do last week.
Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 
Wow! What I was expecting from this reading and what God wanted me to learn and remember from this reading were 2 very different things.  
So, now I pray and wait, while being joyful that my faith is being tested. I know I can use a little more faith. Okay, A LOT more faith. 
Obviously God has something for me to learn, and my goal is to be patient enough to trust Him enough to strengthen my faith.

Monday, February 6, 2012

The heart remodel...

Kids decorate everything..including their mothers' hearts.  I know that my heart has been completely remodeled since having kids.  The things that used take up big sections of my heart are now evicted to smaller chambers because the kids have moved in. My heart is prettier and way more giving with these 3 decorations.

They can be sunshine, they can be rain, but they are always on my heart and mind.  That is why I am constantly thinking of ways to help them learn while having fun. It is said that years 0-5 are the most crucial to teach your child. They are like sponges, so take advantage and teach them something good!

I started a new blog to document the activities I do with them.  They are all activities that are easy to do, really fun for the kids, and can be prepared for and done in 10 minutes. 

I named it Take Ten. If you want to check it out go here: www.taketenagain.blogspot.com  (so sorry.. you'll have to copy and paste the website...I don't know how to make it a link)

Tell all your friends who have kids to take a look at it too...and start "Taking Ten" with your kids. Also, if you have any cool project ideas, share them! 

P.S. Make sure you go to taketenAGAIN.blogspot.com--if you don't put in the "again" part you'll be taken to some guy's weird blog-not mine...although, if you want a chuckle you can check his out too.